Sorry for all that you are dealing with right now, you will find lots of support on SR. Try to focus on the positive changes you are making,mi know that is easier said than done. Read and post lots on here, I have found it to be very helpful. Lots of great people full of wisdom and support.

I also am convicted of three duis. It sucks, but you will get through it. Hold onto your sobriety for dear life and pray.

I know what you're going through. What you need to understand is that you are not a bad person. You have a disease. I spent many a night in jail, but I never did anything bad when sober. Things will be rough for you for a bit, but you still have half your life to live. I'm 36 too. Redemption is waiting for you if you make changes to your life.

Thank you Jitter! :)

Thank you CopDoc :)

Indeed jitter..

I like that saying and its fits me like a glove..

I didnt always get into trouble when I was drinking...

But every single time I was ever in trouble, I had been drinking...

Not today.:)

You can do it, CuteNGayYay. I wish you all the best.