the big book is a great solution. I read the stories, sometimes several in one sitting. Another good one is Living Sober, which I know in NYC is given free when you go to an AA meeting (not sure you have that option?).
Also, maybe you can read the stories of people on here - there is a forum where people write what is what like before getting sober, and what it is like now.

I'm not sure how to link it to here but will send another post after I figure that out.

This book is interesting...

Moments of Clarity: Voices from the Front Lines of Addiction and Recovery.
Christopher Kennedy Lawford

i think this link works, but if not, it is in the forum Stories of recover.

Stories of Recovery - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

Thank you
:thanks

I think of you often and send positive thoughts and prayers your way Ella...


I will send some extra all week..

Good love , Inda :grouphug:

Thank you inda