yes...
 

I screwed up.
From smoking sigs back to smoking weed.
But i'm not defeated.
Nor high at the moment.
Back to day one.
I saw recently a post of myself on this forum from four years back.
I'm a lot wiser now.
And still as dumb LOL.

ok back to the order of the day......1

Dust yourself off and go on.

Cigs always led back to weed for me...it seems so obvious to me now, I dunno why I never got it back then...

Welcome back CC :)

D

For me weed just kinda dropped off the map around my late twenties. Alcohol, not so much.

Smoking bad :( I know for me that smoking and drinking go totally hand in hand. I had to give up both at the same time and know that one will lead to the other.

Hope you pick yourself back up okay Comingclean x

comingclean,

Nothing to say, just want to give you my support!

day 1 is a new beginning.. you got this.

Did you learn anything from this? Just curious....

I wish you the best coming_clean, weed turned on me big-time, no longer gave me that laid back high just an anxiety\panic riddled low.

@ Notmyrealname, I know that feeling all to well. I was an everyday pothead (drunk on weekends) through my twenties, then alcohol completely took over for the whole decade of my 30s.
Found out my new renter neighbors smoke pot, I nearly got high just walking onto 'my' back porch (100 feet away). I just don't have any urge for the stuff anymore.

Yeah i'm starting to get that too now.
Smoking cigs being a doorway and such.

Heya D :)

LOL.

I'm such a f$%^-up hahahaha
well, luckely it lasted only a eight days, two joints a day.

yes.
H.A.L.T is a b%^&# but she's always right.

:)

well...i've been on and off weed since I was 14, i'm 28 now.
so.
kinda relating I guess.
Alcohol never been a big thing for me.
Almost got addicted to coke and pain meds tough almost a year ago.
I want my own house.
And a wife and maybe some half-screwed up kids (my half)...
And a dog.
And a an aple-tree.

I'm serious about this.

:)

i'm becoming a young-sobriety-veteran :)

Sorry, clean, to read about your struggles. Since you're veteran to SR, and I am but a noob, I will simply wish you well.

I will be following your posts as there are some close to me (family) who continue to use marijuana. I'll be interested in reading your thoughts on addiction to pot. I don't care what enthusiasts say, I've seen some brilliant minds wasted on well... getting wasted.

Best,
~b

As an addict,
Addictive personality that is,
I will always be a noob, just like you :)
It never goes away haha.

I'm not sure if I can give you new insights on marijuana,
About two years ago my attention started shifting from coping with drugs,
To coping with life,
That is a good thing I believe.

You could go trough my threads from years back,
perhaps those can give you a bit more insight.

metta,