Notices

yes...

Old 08-12-2012, 03:21 PM
  # 1 (permalink)  
Member
Thread Starter
 
coming_clean's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Europe
Posts: 1,361
yes...

I screwed up.
From smoking sigs back to smoking weed.
But i'm not defeated.
Nor high at the moment.
Back to day one.
I saw recently a post of myself on this forum from four years back.
I'm a lot wiser now.
And still as dumb LOL.

ok back to the order of the day......1
coming_clean is offline  
Old 08-12-2012, 03:27 PM
  # 2 (permalink)  
Member
 
Join Date: Nov 2008
Posts: 652
Dust yourself off and go on.
penny74 is offline  
Old 08-12-2012, 03:50 PM
  # 3 (permalink)  
Administrator
 
Dee74's Avatar
 
Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Australia
Posts: 211,058
Cigs always led back to weed for me...it seems so obvious to me now, I dunno why I never got it back then...

Welcome back CC

D
Dee74 is offline  
Old 08-12-2012, 04:12 PM
  # 4 (permalink)  
Member
 
Notmyrealname's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: Midwest, USA
Posts: 1,022
For me weed just kinda dropped off the map around my late twenties. Alcohol, not so much.
Notmyrealname is offline  
Old 08-12-2012, 04:50 PM
  # 5 (permalink)  
Member
 
hypochondriac's Avatar
 
Join Date: Oct 2011
Location: UK
Posts: 5,678
Smoking bad I know for me that smoking and drinking go totally hand in hand. I had to give up both at the same time and know that one will lead to the other.

Hope you pick yourself back up okay Comingclean x
hypochondriac is offline  
Old 08-12-2012, 06:25 PM
  # 6 (permalink)  
Member
 
sissy07's Avatar
 
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: Austin, Texas
Posts: 1,387
comingclean,

Nothing to say, just want to give you my support!
sissy07 is offline  
Old 08-12-2012, 06:41 PM
  # 7 (permalink)  
Run to live... live to run
 
Live2Run25's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: Western Maryland
Posts: 1,091
day 1 is a new beginning.. you got this.
Live2Run25 is offline  
Old 08-12-2012, 06:48 PM
  # 8 (permalink)  
~sb
 
sugarbear1's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: MD
Posts: 15,951
Did you learn anything from this? Just curious....
sugarbear1 is offline  
Old 08-12-2012, 07:08 PM
  # 9 (permalink)  
dude in recovery
 
Scolova's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2011
Location: Gulf Coast, TX
Posts: 1,504
I wish you the best coming_clean, weed turned on me big-time, no longer gave me that laid back high just an anxiety\panic riddled low.

@ Notmyrealname, I know that feeling all to well. I was an everyday pothead (drunk on weekends) through my twenties, then alcohol completely took over for the whole decade of my 30s.
Found out my new renter neighbors smoke pot, I nearly got high just walking onto 'my' back porch (100 feet away). I just don't have any urge for the stuff anymore.
Scolova is offline  
Old 08-13-2012, 02:28 AM
  # 10 (permalink)  
Member
Thread Starter
 
coming_clean's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Europe
Posts: 1,361
Originally Posted by Dee74 View Post
Cigs always led back to weed for me...it seems so obvious to me now, I dunno why I never got it back then...

Welcome back CC

D
Yeah i'm starting to get that too now.
Smoking cigs being a doorway and such.

Heya D

LOL.

I'm such a f$%^-up hahahaha
well, luckely it lasted only a eight days, two joints a day.
coming_clean is offline  
Old 08-13-2012, 02:29 AM
  # 11 (permalink)  
Member
Thread Starter
 
coming_clean's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Europe
Posts: 1,361
Originally Posted by sugarbear1 View Post
Did you learn anything from this? Just curious....
yes.
H.A.L.T is a b%^&# but she's always right.

coming_clean is offline  
Old 08-13-2012, 02:32 AM
  # 12 (permalink)  
Member
Thread Starter
 
coming_clean's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Europe
Posts: 1,361
Originally Posted by Scolova View Post
I wish you the best coming_clean, weed turned on me big-time, no longer gave me that laid back high just an anxiety\panic riddled low.

@ Notmyrealname, I know that feeling all to well. I was an everyday pothead (drunk on weekends) through my twenties, then alcohol completely took over for the whole decade of my 30s.
Found out my new renter neighbors smoke pot, I nearly got high just walking onto 'my' back porch (100 feet away). I just don't have any urge for the stuff anymore.
well...i've been on and off weed since I was 14, i'm 28 now.
so.
kinda relating I guess.
Alcohol never been a big thing for me.
Almost got addicted to coke and pain meds tough almost a year ago.
I want my own house.
And a wife and maybe some half-screwed up kids (my half)...
And a dog.
And a an aple-tree.

I'm serious about this.

coming_clean is offline  
Old 08-13-2012, 02:33 AM
  # 13 (permalink)  
Member
Thread Starter
 
coming_clean's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Europe
Posts: 1,361
Originally Posted by Live2Run25 View Post
day 1 is a new beginning.. you got this.
i'm becoming a young-sobriety-veteran
coming_clean is offline  
Old 08-13-2012, 02:50 AM
  # 14 (permalink)  
Member
 
Join Date: Jul 2012
Location: Southeast US
Posts: 332
Sorry, clean, to read about your struggles. Since you're veteran to SR, and I am but a noob, I will simply wish you well.

I will be following your posts as there are some close to me (family) who continue to use marijuana. I'll be interested in reading your thoughts on addiction to pot. I don't care what enthusiasts say, I've seen some brilliant minds wasted on well... getting wasted.

Best,
~b
blueshades is offline  
Old 08-13-2012, 03:09 AM
  # 15 (permalink)  
Member
Thread Starter
 
coming_clean's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Europe
Posts: 1,361
Originally Posted by blueshades View Post
Sorry, clean, to read about your struggles. Since you're veteran to SR, and I am but a noob, I will simply wish you well.

I will be following your posts as there are some close to me (family) who continue to use marijuana. I'll be interested in reading your thoughts on addiction to pot. I don't care what enthusiasts say, I've seen some brilliant minds wasted on well... getting wasted.

Best,
~b
As an addict,
Addictive personality that is,
I will always be a noob, just like you
It never goes away haha.

I'm not sure if I can give you new insights on marijuana,
About two years ago my attention started shifting from coping with drugs,
To coping with life,
That is a good thing I believe.

You could go trough my threads from years back,
perhaps those can give you a bit more insight.

metta,
coming_clean is offline  

Currently Active Users Viewing this Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)
 
Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are On
Pingbacks are On
Refbacks are Off




All times are GMT -7. The time now is 08:18 AM.