Wow- your post really touched me. I can relate to your situation- sort of. I am right there before the crash (still married, good job, kids with some respect of me)- but I am losing it fast. Drove under the influence Wed Night. I'll be thinking about you. Good Luck!

Dietrying...thanks for your post. I felt incredibly strong in my sobriety this morning, and for some reason, stinking thinking crept back in, and a few minutes ago, I was thinking I should have some wine with dinner. Then I read your post. Envisioning myself with a glass of wine over steak came from nowhere. So did your post. You brought me back to the reality we all share here at SR. Thanks.