I was told I used/drank because I WANTED to. I was told I have a CHOICE and if I used/drank, that was my choice. You could've chosen to dump that booze down the drain, but you chose to drink it instead. I hope you keep going to meetings. Meetings won't stop you from drinking. It is still your choice. But I get a lot of support from my fellow AA-ers and am so grateful for them. I hope you start to make the right choices, too.

Yes, you are making excuses to drink. You need to stop.

Welcome to SR. This place has saved my life.

Hope.....Welcome!

Here are excerpts from the book that convinced me to quit

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...influence.html

I used that info...re-connected to God and AA
and have not returned to drinking since 4-89.

Good to see you here with us...:yup:

I also followed the eating plan from "Under
The Influence".....I feel it helped ,me with cravings