I'm new, but I just wanted to tell you to be strong. Pour it out, go to bed and don't buy anymore. The guilt is not worth it. Your family may never find out, but you will know and cause you to be more depressed. Hence, the vicious cycle. Good luck and hugs to you!

Hi man

You have to get a support system in place this time. Do what you have to do in order to get it out your system and then make some calls this time.

Don't lose hope though!