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sick & tired done recov b4 thru na in s.a. i dont want peoples sympathy i wanna feel effing better i hate my life im 1 day clean my skin effing hurts meth sux my kids deserve better than me i hate me i need masses of help my brain is fried x:skillet |
Welcome to our recovery community :wave: |
Welcome! You've found a good place! Hang in there! Hugs to you. Love, Lenina |
Welcome! I'm glad you found us. |
Good to see another Aussie here fried... Got no meth experience but the first few days are tough no matter what it is I'm sorry. if it was easy we'd all be somewhere else instead of here :) Hang in there :) welcome D |
You've come to a great place for support and encouragement! Keep coming back! You can do this! Never stop trying! :ghug2 |
Originally Posted by CarolD
(Post 1872553)
Welcome to our recovery community :wave: its like 7.30am an my boy has woken me a 4am with his stoooooopid truck noises!!! gaaaaaaaaah! thanx to all for the warm welcome so far so good...tough times....but its only day2 many hugs n stuff to u:ghug |
I'm glad to see you posting again! Please keep coming back! Take care of yourself. May I suggest that you read through the stickies in the Substance Abuse board if you haven't already? You'll find lots of experience and get a good education on addiction. It's helped me immensely. All the boards have! Love, Lenina |
Originally Posted by Lenina
(Post 1873102)
I'm glad to see you posting again! Please keep coming back! Take care of yourself. May I suggest that you read through the stickies in the Substance Abuse board if you haven't already? You'll find lots of experience and get a good education on addiction. It's helped me immensely. All the boards have! Love, Lenina no-one would talk to me so i just get pissed with that cos real meetings are cliquey an thats y i stay away from m....so any help with negotiating ma way here will be gratefully jumped upon! lol god i need food got2go eat:wave: |
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hi brainfried, welcome to SR, as D said good to have another Aussie here. Good that you know about na cos you what to do then? We all got sick one day at a time and we get well one day at a time, welcome to the healing :) Kevin |
dont ever give up that hope! |
Hi brainfried: I can relate to feeling like my brain was fried when I was a daily meth user about 10 years ago. What a fabulous drug at first. Then it really turns on you doesn't? Took me about 7 months to get off that sh*t and I have never gone back to it. The link below really helped me when I was coming off meth and I even posted my story there many many years ago. Meth Stories and Letters from meth users and loved ones including family, parents, spouses Meth seems like such a different drug because so much of your idenity gets wrapped up in it and your mind feels really numb and apathatic. I remember everything looked really dirty to me and I thought I was seeing things as they "really were." So not true. I hope you'll keep posting and find the right recovery program for yourself. Even if it's just via web and getting outside more often. Hey - I promise your brain will come back but it does take awhile. Remember you've literally poisining your system with chemicals and it's going to take awhile for your mind and body to recover. Be nice to yourself okay? Put the frying pan away. ;) -Kathleen |
im a winner!!!!!!!!!!!
Originally Posted by bostonluv
(Post 1873378)
Hi brainfried: I can relate to feeling like my brain was fried when I was a daily meth user about 10 years ago. What a fabulous drug at first. Then it really turns on you doesn't? Took me about 7 months to get off that sh*t and I have never gone back to it. The link below really helped me when I was coming off meth and I even posted my story there many many years ago. Meth seems like such a different drug because so much of your idenity gets wrapped up in it and your mind feels really numb and apathatic. I remember everything looked really dirty to me and I thought I was seeing things as they "really were." So not true. I hope you'll keep posting and find the right recovery program for yourself. Even if it's just via web and getting outside more often. Hey - I promise your brain will come back but it does take awhile. Remember you've literally poisining your system with chemicals and it's going to take awhile for your mind and body to recover. Be nice to yourself okay? Put the frying pan away. ;) -Kathleen u r such achamp im stillsoooooo scared im ready though with beautifull people like u to support me an for me to support i feel like a winner thankyou friend:ghug2:Dance7: |
thankyou im feeling heaps better guys i just wanna say hey! thanx for the support today an for the poeple that befriended me:ghug3:bounce |
when all is getting to much you are feeling lost & in need of spirits touch then watch this please, i do say all it will do is brighten your day animals can love as u an me do this is so beautiful they love us too..... <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/adYbFQFXG0U&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/adYbFQFXG0U&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> |
I've seen this, and cry my eyes out every time I watch it again. It is proof to me that Love is the most powerful force in the universe and that animals never forget a kindness. |
its sooooooooooooooooooo beautiful isnt it. i love feeling again |
that is a great video it makes me cry happy tears everytime I see it, thanks for posting it I needed that. Glad you are here brainfried SR is a wonderful place with lots of love and great advice :ghug |
My daughter showed me this just a week ago and I did not know where to find it! Thanks so much. Gotta go get kleenex... |
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