sick & tired
~miss nikky~
Thread Starter
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: windsor gardens, south australia, australia
Posts: 1,984
sick & tired
done recov b4 thru na in s.a.
i dont want peoples sympathy
i wanna feel effing better
i hate my life
im 1 day clean
my skin effing hurts
meth sux
my kids deserve better than me
i hate me
i need masses of help
my brain is fried
x
i dont want peoples sympathy
i wanna feel effing better
i hate my life
im 1 day clean
my skin effing hurts
meth sux
my kids deserve better than me
i hate me
i need masses of help
my brain is fried
x
Administrator
Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Australia
Posts: 211,378
Good to see another Aussie here fried...
Got no meth experience but the first few days are tough no matter what it is
I'm sorry.
if it was easy we'd all be somewhere else instead of here
Hang in there
welcome
D
Got no meth experience but the first few days are tough no matter what it is
I'm sorry.
if it was easy we'd all be somewhere else instead of here
Hang in there
welcome
D
~miss nikky~
Thread Starter
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: windsor gardens, south australia, australia
Posts: 1,984
Originally Posted by CarolD 
Welcome to our recovery community
i feel abit like a little kid.....lol.....like this dudette!!!!!its like 7.30am an my boy has woken me a 4am with his stoooooopid truck noises!!!
gaaaaaaaaah!
thanx to all for the warm welcome
so far so good...tough times....but its only day2
many hugs n stuff to u:ghug
Member
Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Los Angeles, California
Posts: 8,326
I'm glad to see you posting again! Please keep coming back! Take care of yourself. May I suggest that you read through the stickies in the Substance Abuse board if you haven't already? You'll find lots of experience and get a good education on addiction. It's helped me immensely. All the boards have!
Love,
Lenina
Love,
Lenina
~miss nikky~
Thread Starter
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: windsor gardens, south australia, australia
Posts: 1,984
Originally Posted by Lenina
I'm glad to see you posting again! Please keep coming back! Take care of yourself. May I suggest that you read through the stickies in the Substance Abuse board if you haven't already? You'll find lots of experience and get a good education on addiction. It's helped me immensely. All the boards have!
Love,
Lenina
Love,
Lenina
no-one would talk to me so i just get pissed with that cos real meetings are cliquey an thats y i stay away from m....so any help with negotiating ma way here will be gratefully jumped upon!
lol
god i need food got2go eat
everything is already ok
Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,789
hi brainfried, welcome to SR, as D said good to have another Aussie here.
Good that you know about na cos you what to do then?
We all got sick one day at a time and we get well one day at a time, welcome to the healing
Kevin
Good that you know about na cos you what to do then?
We all got sick one day at a time and we get well one day at a time, welcome to the healing
Kevin
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Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: Northern CA
Posts: 1,733
Hi brainfried:
I can relate to feeling like my brain was fried when I was a daily meth user about 10 years ago. What a fabulous drug at first. Then it really turns on you doesn't? Took me about 7 months to get off that sh*t and I have never gone back to it. The link below really helped me when I was coming off meth and I even posted my story there many many years ago.
Meth Stories and Letters from meth users and loved ones including family, parents, spouses
Meth seems like such a different drug because so much of your idenity gets wrapped up in it and your mind feels really numb and apathatic. I remember everything looked really dirty to me and I thought I was seeing things as they "really were." So not true.
I hope you'll keep posting and find the right recovery program for yourself. Even if it's just via web and getting outside more often. Hey - I promise your brain will come back but it does take awhile. Remember you've literally poisining your system with chemicals and it's going to take awhile for your mind and body to recover. Be nice to yourself okay?
Put the frying pan away.
-Kathleen
I can relate to feeling like my brain was fried when I was a daily meth user about 10 years ago. What a fabulous drug at first. Then it really turns on you doesn't? Took me about 7 months to get off that sh*t and I have never gone back to it. The link below really helped me when I was coming off meth and I even posted my story there many many years ago.
Meth Stories and Letters from meth users and loved ones including family, parents, spouses
Meth seems like such a different drug because so much of your idenity gets wrapped up in it and your mind feels really numb and apathatic. I remember everything looked really dirty to me and I thought I was seeing things as they "really were." So not true.
I hope you'll keep posting and find the right recovery program for yourself. Even if it's just via web and getting outside more often. Hey - I promise your brain will come back but it does take awhile. Remember you've literally poisining your system with chemicals and it's going to take awhile for your mind and body to recover. Be nice to yourself okay?
Put the frying pan away.
-Kathleen
~miss nikky~
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im a winner!!!!!!!!!!!
Originally Posted by bostonluv
Hi brainfried:
I can relate to feeling like my brain was fried when I was a daily meth user about 10 years ago. What a fabulous drug at first. Then it really turns on you doesn't? Took me about 7 months to get off that sh*t and I have never gone back to it. The link below really helped me when I was coming off meth and I even posted my story there many many years ago.
Meth seems like such a different drug because so much of your idenity gets wrapped up in it and your mind feels really numb and apathatic. I remember everything looked really dirty to me and I thought I was seeing things as they "really were." So not true.
I hope you'll keep posting and find the right recovery program for yourself. Even if it's just via web and getting outside more often. Hey - I promise your brain will come back but it does take awhile. Remember you've literally poisining your system with chemicals and it's going to take awhile for your mind and body to recover. Be nice to yourself okay?
Put the frying pan away.
-Kathleen
I can relate to feeling like my brain was fried when I was a daily meth user about 10 years ago. What a fabulous drug at first. Then it really turns on you doesn't? Took me about 7 months to get off that sh*t and I have never gone back to it. The link below really helped me when I was coming off meth and I even posted my story there many many years ago.
Meth seems like such a different drug because so much of your idenity gets wrapped up in it and your mind feels really numb and apathatic. I remember everything looked really dirty to me and I thought I was seeing things as they "really were." So not true.
I hope you'll keep posting and find the right recovery program for yourself. Even if it's just via web and getting outside more often. Hey - I promise your brain will come back but it does take awhile. Remember you've literally poisining your system with chemicals and it's going to take awhile for your mind and body to recover. Be nice to yourself okay?
Put the frying pan away.
-Kathleen
u r such achamp
im stillsoooooo scared
im ready though
with beautifull people like u to support me an for me to support i feel like a winner
thankyou friend:ghug2
~miss nikky~
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when all is getting to much
you are feeling lost
& in need of spirits touch
then watch this please, i do say
all it will do is brighten your day
animals can love as u an me do
this is so beautiful
they love us too.....
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you are feeling lost
& in need of spirits touch
then watch this please, i do say
all it will do is brighten your day
animals can love as u an me do
this is so beautiful
they love us too.....
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bona fido dog-lover
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: SF Bay area, CA
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I've seen this, and cry my eyes out every time I watch it again. It is proof to me that Love is the most powerful force in the universe and that animals never forget a kindness.
Captain Lurker
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: California
Posts: 1,367
that is a great video it makes me cry happy tears everytime I see it, thanks for posting it I needed that. Glad you are here brainfried SR is a wonderful place with lots of love and great advice :ghug
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