Yeah, my addict-brain is screwed up!!! I swear, that bugger will turn a sunny day into a warning of dehydration approaching and try to talk me into drinking!! I'm starting to read back what I've written even a few days ago and seen the ridiculousness of it. I'm getting a better grasp that the baby-sitting thing WILL work out...as long as I don't drink.

Man.....stupid brain....

I am renewing my vow, on day six, to not drink today. I don't want to go back to "that place" again. I am starting to feel better and don't want to mess it up. I want to stop drinking more than I want to drink. And I think that is the key to success: wanting to succeed more than wanting to fail.

:ghug

Not sure why this post died, but would like to revive it and so . . . BUMP!