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WLDKATZ 03-11-2008 11:41 AM

WILKATZ's Update!
 
Alive and Kicking that is just I, I am working and moving around and trying to get everything taken care of, we are now seeing a lot more improvement in my cycle even though I am not taking ALL of the meds they want me too I am taking some and it is helping, I have had a chemical allergic reaction to A med and they are not sure which one but it interacted with my chemo put me in the hospital for 2 days and I have 1st and 2nd degree burns( believe it or not they don't hurt that bad sort of like a sun burn).....sort of like recovering from a mild sunburn.......I bought a new car, as many of you know I am into racing as well as my "TOYS" here is my new baby and she just SCREAMS my name..........I get to drive her home for the first time on April 3rd I cannot wait......... I am trying to figure out if I want to drive the suburban so Amy can meet her niece or drive the car, nopes sorry sis...its the suburban I don't want to drive all that way by myself!
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...1/100_6438.jpg
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...1/100_6440.jpg
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...98_37_full.jpg

Baby Girl is doing fine acting up a bit right now, she wants to be out chasing the squirrels and skunks....she hasn't gotten sprayed again recently thank god....

Spitfire is Pregnant, forgot how long are cats suppose to be pg again?

Impurrfect 03-11-2008 11:46 AM

(((Pamm)))

Congrats on your car!!!! I'm glad you updated us..I was going to call you tonight on my way to work if I hadn't heard from you.

That sucks about the allergic reaction. Actually, sunburns usually ARE 1st or 2nd degree burns...take it from this blonde, fair-haired person who has been sunburned a LOT!!

I have no idea how long cats stay pg...our females are "fixed".

Hugs and prayers!

Amy

CarolD 03-11-2008 02:18 PM

Awesome car....owner too!
:laughing:

tanyapmc 03-11-2008 02:21 PM

Sweet ride! Your gonna look great in that car!

User_Name 03-11-2008 02:51 PM

I can answer one question of yours- A cat's gestation period is usually about 66 days. A vet can usually tell a cat is pregnant 20 days into the process.

Hope everything is going well! Have fun with all of those little kitties around!

gypsytears 03-11-2008 03:20 PM

Nice ride Pamm :)!

Sorry about the medical stuff... the car kinda takes the pain away maybe ;)?

Don't know about a cats gestation time. Too long :tongue:.

Aysha 03-11-2008 03:35 PM

Check the whip. That is hot!!!
http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j203/chiyna54/40.gif

serenityqueen 03-11-2008 03:41 PM

Sweet ride you got there!

I called my son, 19, into my room to look at it on the computer. He wants to know if he can drive it! I swear this child gets so excited about cars that sometimes I think if he's going to wreck his car when one drives by that he admires. We'll be driving down the road when a sweet lookin car goes by and he turns his head completely as it's going by. Of course I'm trying to push that invisible brake the I seem to think is on the floor board of the pasenger seat and yelling at the same time "Braaaannnnddddooonnnn! Watch the road!" Then this brings about the response I hear, on average, at least a dozen times a day, "You are SUCH a Mom."

For some reason I'm thinking that the gestation of a cat is only about 45 days, but I'm sure I'm wrong. Either way, I still envied a cat when I was pregnant, I think 9 months, well, if you want to get technical, 10 months is way too long to feel like a house with a four car garage attached!

Glad things are going well for you!

God Bless & Thank God . . . Just for Today
Judy

Dee74 03-11-2008 03:43 PM

LOL I'm being 'outbloked' here...WTF ?

D

Astro 03-11-2008 03:59 PM

(((Pamm)))

Sweet friggin' ride!!

:You_Rock_ Thank you for the update, I'm always grateful for your presence here, and I love to see you kickin' so much!

ANGELINA243 03-11-2008 04:06 PM

SWEET! Can I take it for a test drive! I want a car that is pimpin' too! :c006: As far as your kitty is concerned--a cat's gestation time is usually 62-63 days. :e094:

Astro 03-11-2008 04:19 PM

Hey Pamm, wanna race my wimpy little Scion?! :lmao

Aysha 03-11-2008 05:12 PM

I keep popping in to check it out. LOL

Surlyredhead 03-11-2008 05:49 PM

Wellll, being a Chevy gal, it hurts me to tell you....nice car, even if it is a Fffffffffffforrrrdddd!!!!! :09:

WLDKATZ 03-11-2008 06:52 PM

Thank You one and all and NO she is not a driving car..........lol that is one of those cars if ya put miles on it it goes down in money........lol AND NO I AM A WITCH NO ONE DRIVES MY CARS.........LOL( OR TRUCKS!!!) But thank you I bought her with the SAME money that I used last year to get drunk and high with......lol Every time I wanted to get high or drunk I put that money aside ok so I wnet into it a few times for bills but I went hungry and with out so I could hold on to that money, I got a car and a vacation to see my sis Amy and my Brother Sam........THANK YOU GOD FOR ALLOWING ME TO SEE EVERYDAY WHAT I HAVE DONE FOR MYSELF!!!!!!
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...447_edited.jpg
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...98_33_full.jpg
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...1/100_6446.jpg

ok so the money would of been for P, Jr but I think he would like what his momma did with the start of his college money........lol


Love yas,
Pamm


AMY CALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
LOL

WLDKATZ 03-11-2008 07:22 PM


Originally Posted by Surlyredhead (Post 1704113)
Wellll, being a Chevy gal, it hurts me to tell you....nice car, even if it is a Fffffffffffforrrrdddd!!!!! :09:

you obviously haven't seen my other vehicles........lol
I am a GM kid also a recently fired ( although I want my job back) GM worker.....lol

parents bought me this one the first month after I kicked Jr out of my house and stuck to it
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...20IMV/93b4.jpg
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...20IMV/8145.jpg
that would be a 1986 trans am original with only about 23,000 miles on the original engine...........lol

WLDKATZ 03-11-2008 07:25 PM

P had always said he wanted a 1970 Corvette with a 454 in it I got it sort of a memento of that part of my life.........
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...120x907C1a.jpg
and yes that is a 454!!!!
http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...120x907C1c.jpg
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WLDKATZ 03-11-2008 07:49 PM

http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...s%20IMV/1f.jpg

yes my vehicles even show my attitudes, you have to LOVE the borderline personality disorder in me...........lol

http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...s%20IMV/1c.jpg

sorry my friend A didn't take the leaf off of it........lol

http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/d...20x907C11b.jpg

okok
I have had enough on my cars, it is a project I have been blessed with over the years I enjoy greatly, and it also keeps me out of trouble, but as you can see I am all GM, I loved the looks of the mustang........lol only reason I buy my vehicles is if they look pretty, why they named me wildkatz sort of I find steals and make em into gold mines every one of my vehicles have a ribbon or trophy....... I love doing body work and stuff like that yes I don't mind getting my hands dirty, you would be surprised what dry ice, a toilet plunger and a rubber hammer would do to a dent in a car...lol


Love,
Pamm

ok enough about my hobby's!

WLDKATZ 03-11-2008 09:29 PM

cant sleep

scaredykat 03-11-2008 09:44 PM

:c006: :c014:

Love the 86' Trans am. That brought back high school memories.

WLDKATZ 03-11-2008 09:47 PM

Me Too......lol first car I ever drove into a ditch..........lol it was my brothers.........he was so mad at me! and was really ticked to see me get that car!

WLDKATZ 03-11-2008 10:24 PM

damn that hurts, I miss rob so much!!!!! someone just reposted on his first step, and it made me think.....even though he doesn't post the way he used to and all he is still leaving his foot prints for ppl to fallow.....I dont know if he is using I PRAY TO GOD NOT I pray everyday that we all find the strength to come together and fight this damn monkey off of out back Uncle Rusty had something to say about that on the bus I believe about if the monkey was driving the bus it was off our backs.....
I just hope that where ever he is he knows he is very much missed, loved and SERIOUSLY NEEDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He has a way of making ya laugh threw the pain and just make you and make ya feel great to be alive.....


A is here so it is down time with my baby, yeah it is Pizza guy he has a heart of gold he checks on my every night before he goes home and I love it!!!!!


Loves yas all stay strong!!!
Pamm

indigo 03-12-2008 08:04 AM

Sweet car Pamm, you take care of yourself hun. Keeping you in my thoughts.
Annie

WLDKATZ 03-12-2008 08:27 AM

HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Thanks Indigo!!!!!!!!!
How are you doing sweetie???
Thank You for keeping me in your thoughts, that is a cool place to be!

WLDKATZ 03-12-2008 01:27 PM

ok so talked to the po who is suppose to be doing my psi( presentence investigation report) I was trying to explain to him about the drugs and the no memory and black outs and he just laughed and said you have a long criminal back ground and as far as I am concerned you should rott.......
at which time do you live down your past???????? I have been out of prison since 1993 and nothing so much as a traffic ticket since then until last summer now this man makes me think I am doing it all for nothing......sounds like I am getting ready for another prison term..........I think some ppl need to reassess the situation here really quick........

Aysha 03-12-2008 01:32 PM

Man...That is all a ploy to break you. You know this.
If you have any medical documentation on the blackouts or anything for that matter use them. If you haven't had any arrests since 1993 then that does say alot in my opinion. I dont know your deal. And I dont know how it is progressing. But I will say this. Fight it with everything you got. Dont let these a$$holes push you around and intimidate you. They like doing that. And in my opinion thats how they get people to get themselves.
Good Luck..

WLDKATZ 03-12-2008 04:45 PM

I went off it was the only thing I knew to do I told him he had about 30 more seconds to talk to me before I blew my fin( although I said the RIGHT F word there) brains out because that is what he was making it seem like he wanted......my parents have called him and the district attorney and my attorney I just couldn't believe it he scared me so damn bad I got to puking......I mean I know I can be sensitive but that set me over the top, My sis is coming to spend the night I think all I know is someone is my chest has been paining me ever since so like everyone has said better to be safe than sorry...so many ppl have supported me in changing my life around and are so happy that I can not remember most of my past ( due to the drugs and car accident and JR) that they think it is insane that this man wants to throw me into prison because I cannot recall what was going on EXACTLY in my life more than 15 years ago!!!!! It is INSANE!!!!!

But his recommendation is that I be put away until a time I can recall certain details of my criminal activities......WTF does that mean??!?!???!???!?

All I can do is set here and think why am I all but killing myself fighting when all I can see is ppl trying to bury me under the system...........I mean if I went on a rampage murdering ppl they they want to hand me prime time tv shows but here it is something that occurred WHILE I WAS IN PRISON I am like hello can anyone else see the dates.......I am so confused all I know is that man scared me and scared me hard, enough so that It may of moved up my surgery date for my hysto go figure!!!!

Aysha 03-12-2008 05:02 PM

Just stay calm and try not to let it bother you too much.
Brush up on your rights and laws pertaining to this.
Cops use these tactics all the time to get people to screw themselves. Intimidation and threats.
90% of the $hit they say is BS.
Just because this person is in the position he is doesnt mean he is honest and truthful.
Feel better.

Sorry..Dont get me going on things like this..I use to get messed with all the time legally and I hated it that they always thought they could scare me and think they were gonna get what they wanted just because of the power they think they hold. Stand your ground girl!

Impurrfect 03-12-2008 08:42 PM

Hey sis!

Trish (chiy) is right....as hard as it may seem, don't let him get to you. He is only one person with one opinion. Any chance you can talk to his supervisor? The PO I had in the county I live in now wasn't mean, like yours, but he wasn't too bright. I had to stay on him to get me on unsupervised probation after the 2-year mark, and then he sent my file to the wrong county. Luckily, I had talked to my original PO and when she didn't get the notification, I called him and he said "oh, we sent your file to fulton county"...I said "why...I don't live there any more and my original charge was in monroe county"...he had to call me back and then blamed it on his secretary.

He is only human and sounds like he's a jerk. You can speak to his supervisor at any time. Your record since then DOES count for a lot. Turn it over to HP and keep doing what you need to, okay?

Luv ya!!!

Amy

WLDKATZ 03-13-2008 01:20 PM

thanks guys, I don't know how these ppl are I haven't dealt with them in years......according to my mom they are trying to kill me( beginning to believe it) she is trying to make me see that this PO may be a friend of the original judge who I gave such a beating too ( not physically I am trying to have him disbarred)



I had a doozy of a panic attack yesterday and last night I am cool now I think.....not too sure.....I finally am finding my back bone again ( I lost it for a few days things are overwhelming me right now again in a BIG way) I am trying to get ahold of my judge and attorney's and deal with this PO matter already got ahold of the district attorney and he is trying to handle matters on his end........but I am having those damn deep ass panic attacks thinking about going back to prison, last night D just tripped out Baby Girl was growling and biting at him, He was sitting next to me trying to get me to calm down about it and the next thing I know I was hysterically crying and trying to breath and tell him I needed my nytro and baby did something she has never done before she balled up in my lap and started licking at my face ( something I ABHOR AND DO NOT ALLOW) and the more I tried to push her away the more almost-----I dont know but she wasn't letting anyone near me and wasn't letting me push her away it was like she was saying momma I am here I am what ya need........her growling at D and biting at him was what pulled me out of the panic attack basically
she was just acting so damn weird! Then when I was calmed down she crawled down and went to sleep at my feet.............huh?
Sometimes I think she should of been born a person.......I just sat there looking at her and started bawling all over again.....she IS my child.....ALLOT OF PPL DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS everything that I have in me left that I have never had the ability to give my sons is been put into my daughter.......SHE HAS A WARDROBE for gods sake! momma calls her my little fashion accessory........she has to match me and the vehicle we are in, should see her at football time she goes and gets her u of m blue and gold sweater to put on and she will bark at touchdowns ( ok for either team she just knows we get excited!) she sleeps with me every night either in my bed on in hers on my side of the bed on her bed.....she has her moods and I understand her well.......I know if I want to take a long shower and I am hurting that will be the night she wants to crawl in I used to think it was because she knew I wasn't feeling well, little did I know it was FOR that reason......lol

I just know if I go to prison I have to deal with the fact that I may never see my baby girl again, if I let her go to another family they wont take care of her like me.....it kills me to think of anyone putting their hands on my baby in anger or her being sick without me...........ugh..............sorry did it again, I am going to go to a meeting bbl I need interaction right now in a bad way............ plus I can take baby girl with me ( she gets spoiled so badly at the meetings!)


Hugs and Love,
Pamm


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