Advantages and Disadvantages Well guys..Today has been a real hard one. Worst one yet. I want to get high so bad it's not even funny. I made it well known to my whole family how I am feeling. Why? Sabotage. I am under a spot light today now. I would never do that before. Hell..I am scared to even go to the store even. They see my truck missing for a second and they will know it. My aunt lives right behind me and my cousin on the next street. LOL. Gotta love em. Anyway. I have this list on my wall right in front of my desk with all the advantages and disadvantages of using and not using. I have been staring at it all day. So I want to share with you all my list. It has been there for months. I invite anyone to join in and make their own. You will see what outweighs what. Ok Here goes.... Using advantages: 1. Excitement 2. Forget stress 3. Kill boredom 4. The buzz 5. No responsibility 6. Sometimes fun 7. Forget my problems 8. Getting away from it all Using DISadvantages: 1. Spend all my money 2. Unhealthy 3. Risk my freedom 4. Risking my life 5. Hanging with grimy people 6. Waste gas 7. Waste time 8. Waste money 9. Put myself in chaotic situations 10. Disappointment from my family 11. Loss of employment or missed days 12. Feel like crap 13. Look and feel dirty 14. Dont sleep for days 15. Dont eat for days 16. Neglect hygeine 17. Dont pay my bills 18. Look and act stupid 19. Always paranoid someone is going to break in my house and hurt my grams 20. Hallucinations after a few days 21. Chronic coughing afterwards 22. So drained after 23. Takes for ever to come down and calm down 24. Having to start over 25. Shame 26. Depressed reall bad for about a week after 27. Feeling worthless 28. Never satisfied...Need more and more 29. The high is never "THEE" one Ok...Now NOT using advantages: 1. I am happier 2. My family is happier 3. Gain my familys trust 4. Healthier 5. Have money 6. Can save money 7. Look and feel so much better 8. More quality time with my family 9. My bills are paid 10. Can make it to work and work at full capacity 11. I am here for my grams 12. Not putting stress on my grams 13. Feel like a person with a purpose 14. More focused 15. No legal problems 16. No anxiety or depression 17. Can enjoy the simple things in life NOT using DISadvantages: 1. Miss the excitement 2. Miss old friends that use or deal 3. Having to deal with urges almost on a daily basis. 4. Not a whole lot really. That is something isn't it? |
Originally Posted by chiynita
(Post 1515505)
NOT using DISadvantages: 4. Not a whole lot really. |
The advantages far outweigh using Chiy, common sis you can do it, I'm right beside you. |
Do you attend fellowship? It may be helpful to share there what you shared here. |
http://img125.echo.cx/img125/7155/attention9ha.gif at'a girl miss chiy! a bunch of love to you... ps, one ya might like to add on the end... "if i use again,it might be my end!" |
Try and memorise your disadvantages Chiy.I know when we slip up all reason goes out the window,but if all the negatives are instilled in your mind ,then that will make it that much easier in the struggle. |
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