i think i just take
myself too seriously
i'm a nobody

my narcissistic
delusions of grandeur tell
me i missed my cue

You, dear sir, are fine.
Just as good as all of us.
And the outside world.

When our trouble starts
Is when we think we're above
All the madding crowd.

I used to believe
I was one in ten million
Then they gave me pills! :)

A textbook study
Of navel gazing insight
Oh, oh woe is me

Developmental
Tasks. Weighing heavy on me
Am I up for them?

Instability
Up and down around around
Keeps me off balance

dancing in the turd
garden with bare feet and three
vicious barking dogs

It's freezing right now
If I step on a turd, well
I'd turn my ankle

that would be some turd
or you're walking around on
ice in stilettos

I have never surfed
Never stood atop the urge
Must learn to balance

I can't count the waves
But they shrink in the distance
Paddling out to sea

A new skill tonight
Taught by always patient Dee
Thank you again friend

I'm glad I saw that Missy - ty..I needed it :)

time for a new thread guys:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-part-5-a.html

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