the doc wrote a note i am not allowed to go to work tomorrow |
my body's telling me to slow down or suffer the consequences |
I'm glad you're heeding What your body is saying Rest up, feel better. |
Put on some good tunes Let everyone wait on you Eat delicious food |
I will do that, too! (I don't have an injury-- It just sounds so good)! |
who will wait on me my wife ain't compassionate just pissed i'm worthless |
i'm on the rebound but need to be careful and exercise wisely |
i'm still in bed though and later more electric needles sunk into my skin |
and how are you all it seems this thread has become too much about me |
This is our version Although it is virtual Of waiting on you |
I am fine it seems It's fake it till you make it Or some such drivel Going horse riding We may be in for some rain Adventure woman Deer hunters about I will wear my bright orange vest And hope for the best |
Fighting for my dad-- Ditching insurance ripoffs I am really spent. |
self censor I was really surprised the vocab I just used got through the system. It was about insurance companies. Use your imagination. |
I am here to whine My horse, she hurt me today She slammed me down hard I'm scared. She knows it It is a battle of wills I have lost my nerve Sober me, cautious She wants to dominate me Well, she got her way She might have to go Tired of being knocked around Hurt me good this time Used to like 'em wild Younger then and wild myself I was alpha mare I'm bruised and battered Moving slow, taking Aleve Pills, I mean it, "NO" Life is about change Life is about letting go Life has beat me down What is a cowgirl If she does not have a horse End of an era |
I am so sorry It is hard to part with friends Many happy years |
safety first elsie take it from a new cripple we are so fragile |
Else I'm sad for you I hope you mend quickly Inside and outside A cowgirl without A horse is a cowgirl with Fully intact bones. |
irreversible slide into a writhing knot without the right meds doctor chiro wife sister all telling me to let go and take the meds felt like a relapse but i don't like the buzz or the fuzzy morning but grateful it helped so not concerned about a slip into abuse they're not painkillers and spasms are subsiding seems i needed them we create rules and manufacture fear when all we need is reason an act of mercy a kiss of self-compassion a risk worth taking only as prescribed not feeling triggered at all strong in my resolve sometimes we draw lines in the sand that need to be crossed for a moment i fought two battles by losing one for now i will win the other |
I'm glad for two things far and near-- That you're in less pain and your conscience is clear. |
had to surrender i was being stubborn by refusing treatment i need to heal and give myself a break instead of being fearful this is a triumph of sorts because in the end i know what i want and what i don't want and i don't want to be high it's a sacrifice i sacrificed my clarity to reverse my sliding condition i am high right now and the beauty is i don't like the muddy head but i can feel my muscles unraveling and melting toward normal they will not tear from my bones and undulate like a stuck octopus they will not wake me tonight thinking i've been stabbed with twenty ice picks and soon i will heal and when i am that bottle of pills wil be tossed |
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