Originally Posted by pdm22
(Post 7168106)
Has anyone read Peter Walker’s book, “Complex PTSD, From Surviving To Thriving”? He explains the fight/ flight/ freeze/fawn responses to trauma and abuse. The way he explains codependency here in the “fawn” response makes a lot of sense to me: Pete Walker, M.A. Psychotherapy Great article all around! |
Originally Posted by FireSprite
(Post 7171298)
Thank you for this - this is the first time I've read about the "fawn" response.... so very interesting & it makes total sense. It's like the origin of the people-pleasing behaviors that follow in other relationships throughout life. Great article all around! Oh good, glad to hear it was useful for others too. That’s a great website, he has such excellent info on how childhood experiences shape a person, and how they get manifested in adult behaviors. Good stuff! |
Control is a huge part of being codependent. I'm realising the last couple of weeks I'm trying to control things but it's actually making things worse. I'm exhausted. Mental energy depleted. Need to learn to give up and surrender. "Many of us have been trying to keep the whole world in orbit with sheer and forceful application of mental energy. Control is an illusion, especially the kind of control we’ve been trying to exert. In fact, controlling gives other people, events, and diseases, such as alcoholism, control over us. Whatever we try to control does have control over us and our life". |
Originally Posted by Glenjo99
(Post 7173053)
Whatever we try to control does have control over us and our life". |
Originally Posted by FallenAngelina
(Post 7173088)
In AA, they say that if you need to control your drinking it is already controlling you. I often say to myself that the only difference between alcoholics and the people close to them are that the people close to them don't get chips, birthdays and accolades. Futile and fearful efforts to control are at the heart of all of this, that's why the first three steps are all about giving it up. If you can truly give up fearful efforts to control, then everything changes. We are not so very different from the alcoholics we love. |
Originally Posted by Glenjo99
(Post 7166040)
I feel I need a refresher from the many knowledgeable people in here about what codependency is to you. "The best way to avoid codependent relationships is to prioritize the relationship with you and strive to stay in holistic balance. Constantly evolving and healing the self from past traumas while incorporating a healthy lifestyle and nurturing the holistic self (physical, emotional, psychological and spiritual) is the best way to prevent yourself from entering into codependent relationships". Quote from SR today. So for me codependency is amongst other things, saying yes when I really mean no, and apologising for things that are not even my fault..... |
Codependency is the paradox of using another person to fill your own needs while at the same time ignoring those needs yourself. It's like siphoning your gas to someone else's tank and expecting your car to run. |
Originally Posted by SoloMio
(Post 7173775)
Codependency is the paradox of using another person to fill your own needs while at the same time ignoring those needs yourself. It's like siphoning your gas to someone else's tank and expecting your car to run. |
Quote from melody Beattie ↓ There’s no need to be embarrassed to be (and stay) Codependent No More. No need to be ashamed to have gone through the process of allowing codependency (in a negative way) to impact our lives, and then learning to stop trying to do what’s impossible (control others) and start focusing on the possible: taking good care of ourselves. Consciously and in a way that takes others and (at last) ourselves into consideration when making decisions. Feeling embarrassed about different stages of life we experience on the way to becoming who we are now is no different from cringing when we see pictures of how we wore our hair 25 years ago. We can feel that way; but it isn’t necessary. We were doing what we thought best – at that time. We weren’t crazy – even at the height of our obsessing and controlling. We were codependent on unhealthy factors in our decisions and behaviors. To many millions of us, that revelation was and still is a huge relief. We set ourselves free to live our lives in a way that was and still is in our best interests. No shame in that. |
Codependency for me is stopping everything in my life to try and fix the “problem”. Looking to help her because of the damage she is causing instead of what I need to do to protect myself and our children from ruin. When my AW won’t do what she has agreed to, and knows she needs to, I lose control of myself in an attempt to control her and her drinking. I expend so much time and energy looking for reasons and solutions I don’t have any left over for myself. If I can save her everything will be OK. Failing that I get frustrated and angry because I can’t change her. I regroup, come up with another plan to fix her, and the cycle repeats. |
I was watching a Hoarders episode yesterday about a man with obvious mental health issues, who had stopped functioning basically after being threatened with his life. He developed severe PTSD symptoms. His wife tried to help him for a while but then realized that she was sacrificing her family (herself and two daughters) in her quest to help that man who wasn't helping himself. So she had him move out. Boom. In my mind it was totally reasonable what she did, and I was cheering her on. But for some reason, in my life, given an analogous situation, I was helpless to do the same. That's codependency. |
Originally Posted by SoloMio
(Post 7178239)
I was watching a Hoarders episode yesterday about a man with obvious mental health issues, who had stopped functioning basically after being threatened with his life. He developed severe PTSD symptoms. His wife tried to help him for a while but then realized that she was sacrificing her family (herself and two daughters) in her quest to help that man who wasn't helping himself. So she had him move out. Boom. In my mind it was totally reasonable what she did, and I was cheering her on. But for some reason, in my life, given an analogous situation, I was helpless to do the same. That's codependency. |
Originally Posted by Glenjo99
(Post 7178791)
That makes total sense I too was unable to do it. I was and continue to be codependent, but work on it. I have found now that my addiction is gone (ex addict) I am looking for new addictions and currently am doing too much exercise and eating. Looking for external things to comfort you is easier than looking within, not because you are not willing to do the work (you more than are) but the essence of that is not there yet. You have to accept yourself, just the way you are. What is it, about yourself, that you don't like. What negative self-talk are you participating in. What tapes are you playing from others that are holding you back. I don't mean to be all airy fairy here, which it kind of sounds like but something is blocking you here. Is making that leap to accepting yourself too big a leap? Who told you that you can't? |
Codependency is me thinking I can fix other people while not recognizing that I have my hands full just fixing me. |
Originally Posted by Beachn
(Post 7177413)
Codependency for me is stopping everything in my life to try and fix the “problem”. Looking to help her because of the damage she is causing instead of what I need to do to protect myself and our children from ruin. When my AW won’t do what she has agreed to, and knows she needs to, I lose control of myself in an attempt to control her and her drinking. I expend so much time and energy looking for reasons and solutions I don’t have any left over for myself. If I can save her everything will be OK. Failing that I get frustrated and angry because I can’t change her. I regroup, come up with another plan to fix her, and the cycle repeats. |
Originally Posted by trailmix
(Post 7179031)
I'm just doing the eating without the exercise so you are doing well! Looking for external things to comfort you is easier than looking within, not because you are not willing to do the work (you more than are) but the essence of that is not there yet. You have to accept yourself, just the way you are. What is it, about yourself, that you don't like. What negative self-talk are you participating in. What tapes are you playing from others that are holding you back. I don't mean to be all airy fairy here, which it kind of sounds like but something is blocking you here. Is making that leap to accepting yourself too big a leap? Who told you that you can't? Accepting myself just the way I am sounds lovely but I find it challenging at the moment. I know happiness is an internal job and been making good strides but lately I'm being overly critical of my looks and weight, even though I'm exercising more than ever, 6 mile runs some days and walks. I'm sure I look good but it's believing it. What it boils down to is I'm looking externally again. Need to bring my focus within. |
Codependency was having my entire day ruined with anxiety because I worried that I said or did something wrong (my perception) and people won't like me....and doing whatever I could to "make it up" to those people or try to become someone I wasn't. |
I saw this post yesterday and thought you might appreciate it Glenjo: https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...rgiveness.html |
Originally Posted by trailmix
(Post 7180385)
I saw this post yesterday and thought you might appreciate it Glenjo: https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...rgiveness.html |
in it's most simplistic form, Bill W said the 12 step program boiled down to: Clean House, Trust God, Help Others. i think that is helpful to remember a big part of WHY we bother to trudge along Recovery Road. or even share the planet. we are not alone. we can get out of ourselves and do good deeds that benefit someone ELSE who is not us. when we do so selflessly, we reap all kinds of awesome rewards - community, humility, empathy and some downright joy. we don't "work on ourselves" in isolation or in some timewarp. life goes on, the world spins, the sun rises and falls, time marches onward. if ALL we do is focus on our "healing", to the exclusion of other things, we've lost the plot. recovery is about being a whole human, and a productive member of society, |
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