Anvil, they covered it in the newspaper because it is illegal. They cannot evict me for walking my dogs on the lawn. He just sounded so down and out but not drunk. My heart was pounding because I was in deep sleep and the phone was in the hall. I woke and couldn't understand where and which phone was ringing. I had so much to say that I was thinking all these months but when he called I couldn't say anything. |
Originally Posted by Ituvia
(Post 6448673)
I had so much to say that I was thinking all these months but when he called I couldn't say anything. I think you know rationally that nothing you could say will change anything. As always be nice to yourself. :grouphug: |
I meant when he finally got hold of me on the phone, I couldn't say anything. It's like there was a wall. I am not in a good place right now :( All those memories are back. |
All those memories are back. How are you doing with your reading up on Stockholm syndrome? |
I haven't read anything in three days :( I am so conflicted and trying to decipher the call. |
I haven't read anything in three days I am so conflicted and trying to decipher the call. Your mind will always believe everything you tell it. Start feeding it with truth and self-love and stop feeding it with made up lies and fairytales. |
Originally Posted by Ituvia
(Post 6450322)
I haven't read anything in three days :( I am so conflicted and trying to decipher the call. Meaning, there is nothing logical to decipher. A phone call at 2:45 a.m. is just that: a telephone call at 2:45 a.m. It robbed you of a good night's sleep. You are letting *HIM* continue to push YOUR emotional buttons. Stop it. Take control of YOUR emotions. STOP giving HIM control over what YOU feel. End message. MCE Saint |
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