Thinking of you, glad you're home, glad you're with your daughter.

ShootingStar1

I have been so peaceful since I have been home. Its odd because as long as I am with my children, I am ok!

Im getting overwhelmed with logistics, my health, finances...but I need to just stop and breathe...

My separated AH has been nice but I am happy I am not allowing him to dictate my mood the past few days...I miss him...but the feeling doesnt overwhelm me like it was on Sunday. I still have to see him everyday for drop off but I try not to look at him in the face!

I'm so sad to read this. It reminds you what a horrible and cruel disease it really is and what it robs us of. No wonder you feel sad. I find gratitude always helps in these situations. I have a friend whose adult daughter is so disabled she cannot talk and is never going to improve - and it reminds me how wonderful it is when are children are healthy.

Thinking of you

Glad to see you are doing well.

Great you are not reacting to him, and you are in control of your own moods and feelings.

Think of you often!