Dating a Recovering Alcoholic: Seeking Advice
 

Hello, and I apologize if this is in the wrong place, or if I even have business posting here at all, but I'm seeking advice and wondering what to expect from being in a relationship with a recovering alcoholic.

The situation is this: We're both university students. I met this guy on the first day of class, and after a few weeks of studying together and hanging out, he starts to tell me about his past, which includes alcoholism and treatment, several run-ins with law enforcement, and lost his license to DUI while he was a teenager. Currently, he's two years sober, attends a few AA meetings a week, and takes his sobriety very seriously.

A couple nights ago, he told me he wanted to be more than friends, and would like for me to attend a meeting with him some time this week.

What can I expect in a relationship like this? I'm worried about coming between him and his recovery, because he's made so much progress already. I'm also worried that maybe I'll become a co-dependent or enabler, and I want to learn how to avoid that.

I did some research on the topic before joining this forum and none of it seemed particularly helpful, and that's why I'm asking. Again, I apologize if I'm in the wrong place.

:welcome

You're not in the wrong place, at all.

Educating yourself is a great thing, one great place to start is the "sticky" posts at the top of the list of topics here in this forum.

Another extremely good resource for you would be local, free, Alanon meetings - they are the sister organization to AA and are for folks who are around the alcoholics, rather than AA, which is for the alcoholics themselves. (While the Alanon website says it's an organization for friends and family of "problem drinkers" - think of your friend as a "problem drinker" in remission, which is what he is if he's an alcoholic in recovery.)

I'll keep this short so others can chime in and welcome you.

CLMI

All relationships are risky. Relationships with alcoholics in recovery carry additional risk. Before you strap this on, keep doing what you are doing. Ask questions, research the issues, and keep your eyes open at all times. With a recovering or drinking alcoholic what you see is the only thing that matters-- what they say is irrelevant at all times.

It wouldn't be the worst thing, IMHO, to attend an AA meeting with him, but I STRONGLY ADVISE that if you do, you also find an open AA meeting to attend without him and, more importantly than anything, that you attend a few Alanon meetings to learn exactly what "could" happen should you continue the relationship. It is absolutely not what necessarily "will" happen, it is simply a look at the big picture.

The fact is that alcoholics come with all the normal human ******** we all carry, plus an added dose of alcoholic/addictive ********. BONUS!!!

I say all of this as a man in the 13th year of a relationship with an alcoholic woman-- we share a child together. I wouldn't do it again.

Take care, take what you want, and leave the rest.

Cyranoak

I agree with both posts.

I have found knowledge both at Open AA meetings and Al-anon. Al-anon meetings are "home" for me, but to learn about the disease of alcoholism I attend the Open AA meetings w/out any of my loved ones who struggle.

I did a lot of reading when I realized alcoholism was in my life.

Welcome.

If someone two years sober felt compelled to tell me their drinking story in gory detail after only a few weeks, and wanted me to attend meetings with them to boot, they would be highly suspect in my book. Just my $0.02 as a PhD (phormer drunk).

What to expect? More of that which you are already experiencing, most likely.

Cyronoak,

I respectfully disagree that what (esp)recovering alcoholics have to say (recovering applies to me, in AA terms anyway) is irrelevant at all times. I find such a sweeping generalization offensive. Just saying.

Though perhaps a bit over the top, I kind of liked Cyranoak's candor. His post, and the multiple thanks, reminded me of the wisdom in never calling myself an alcoholic. It certainly reminded me of the wisdom of never burdening anyone new in my life with "my story" of past alcoholic misadventures.

Thanks for the replies. I hadn't expected so many.

Suspect how? Should he not have told me? He did wait until we started hanging out pretty frequently to tell me, it wasn't something he just blurted out the first time we met. I'm glad I know. The idea of me attending meetings with him is a very recent development.

I'm sorry, probably none of that is relevant.

Is this a fair thing to say? I realize that maybe all's fair in this sort of thing, but it seems kind of mean to say that nothing he says is important.

Thanks again.

I know that in any r/s going fwd, whether it's with an A or not (clearly it won't be with an A) I will base what I believe from the person on their actions and not their words.

It's nice to believe we can believe what people say but basing our opinions on actions above all is really the sane way to go. And this applies to anyone, not just with alcoholics.

I behave in a way that matches my words and if someone were to tell me that they liked what I said but would watch my actions first and foremost I'd be okay with it bc they match.

Think about the professional world of work. People aren't hired, evaluated and promoted or fired based on their words. Actions are what count.

Why shouldn't it be that way in personal r/s too is my thinking...

It took me 40 long hard years to learn this lesson. Judge ANYONE by actions, words are easy, follow through is a whole other ball game.

I just spent two and a half long painful years waiting on my A's words and actions to line up. And I can't blame that on the alcohol, it COULD be because of the alcohol, until he has some successful sober time there's no way to know if it's just his character.

I may be just a little bit biased here, but I tend to think that if someone still feels it necessary to burden others with their past drinking history even after two years of not drinking, they probably have not moved on and left that life behind them.

That said, I realize that it is not unusual for people in recovery to do this sort of thing, and in his mind, he probably though he was being honest, which he most likely believes is necessary for his sobriety. Personally, I consider it unnecessary, and potentially unwise, to drag others into it, but that's just me.

You have to remember that this is mostly an Al-Anon forum, and that some of the "black belts" here have had less-than-stellar experiences with alcoholics. You might want to keep that in mind.

cjacobs,

One more thing...

The rooms of AA are not always the most stable cross-section of society, and some people who attend meetings have no interest whatsoever in getting sober. Meetings are anonymous, in the sense that people don't use last names, but that does not mean that they are confidential; no public group setting is. Do not reveal any personal information, and avoid anyone who has a "court slip" that needs signing. You never know what they were in for; it might be a simple DUI, but it might not be.

If at all possible, I recommend that you not attend meetings alone.

Let me be more specific...
 

... I don't mean that if he says he likes apples he is lying. What I'm saying is that alcoholics, and many alcoholics in recovery, say things or make promises they absolutely believe at the time say them or make them. But, unless their actions match their words the words don't mean anything.

That's true of non-alcoholics too, for that matter, but my years of personal experience have taught me to trust alcoholics less, as well as people early in recovery. Over time and sustained because anybody can do anything for a short time, what you see is what you get, always. What you hear is what you get, often, sometimes or not at all. Relying on what you see and what is really happening is really the way to go in my book.

That said, extra caution is in order as is looking inward to really understand why it is you are attracted to this particular man.

As always, take care, take what you want and leave the rest.

Cyranoak

I agree wholeheartedly with everything you posted TERMINALLY UNIQUE.

I spent two and half years in AA, started AA 3 weeks after my last drink and have been sober for 6 years. Maybe I was a lucky one, I don't even know what that means. All I know is when I got fed up with drinking my days away and driving my life into ditch, I knew the gig was up. I can say with certainty that I will never drink again.

For those that knew me while I was drinking, there's nothing to talk about. For those I 'meet' it never comes up. "You're not going to have a drink? they may ask. I simply tell them that I am not much of a drinker. Period. And that is how they know me. I would NEVER discuss my past alcoholism with anyone that was not an intimate friend. It is no ones business. I hesitate when I post here as "being in recovery". These are my thoughts. I am not an alcoholic now. I don't drink anymore. I did drink alcoholically for many years however and I am no longer recovering.

I have found that many, not all, love to wear their "alcoholism" as a badge of honour, allowing themselves to remain firmly planted in the past and "drag" everyone in their path into 'their story'.

Sorry AVRT, I keep referring to you as Terminally Unique.

Many alcoholics inevitably seem to have everyone dancing around them, their drama, their situation, and their world past present and future.

Only you know if you want to take the blue pill and go down the worm hole to see where it goes.

My only advice, if he ever drinks, RUN. And don't get married unless you're really really really sure.

What can I expect in a relationship like this? I'm worried about coming between him and his recovery, because he's made so much progress already. I'm also worried that maybe I'll become a co-dependent or enabler, and I want to learn how to avoid that.


I posted this before. My advice, run... and run fast. If you are no committed...leave now. Alcoholism is a long live disease and it will drag you down. I am 46 year old woman, married to an active alcoholic for the last 23...in recovery when dating, relapsed after 5, relapsed after 2 again and active since then. You will live on pins and needles...his dependence, low-tolerance, guilty feelings, anxiety/fear, low self-esteem, impulsiveness, frustration, irritability and much more...it's too much to risk. His recovery is # 1, his AA meetings # 1, his bottle # 1, his feelings # 1 and you...??? I became a codependent establishing my unhealthy coping/destructive behavior.

Cjacobs, I asked this very same question on this forum a little over a year ago and wish I had listened to the multiple replies to RUN, RUN, RUN and RUN FAST! It would have saved me a lot of heartache and pain that I am still trying to heal from today.

I, too, began a relationship with a "recovering alcoholic" and didn't know what to expect. However, I chose to ignore the many red flags that were blaring at me in the beginning of the relationship. He told me very early on he was a "RA", told me he "loved me" within the first few weeks, told me how "crazy and psycho his ex-wives were, and told lie after lie after lie. And that was just the beginning. So much more happened that is just to lengthy to share in one post.

The end result was that I finally gained the courage to step off the crazy emotional roller coaster ride with this person and am finally beginning to see and feel the signs of healing in me. That relationship with a RA was TOXIC to me and left me feeling like I was truly a crazy person. The relationship itself was crazy making to say the least. Yet I still mourn for the loss of this man in my life, but I knew I had to let him go to save myself from an extended stay in the crazy house. I had to go NO CONTACT so I could heal. I couldn't do it any other way, because, you see, I became ADDICTED to HIM! How crazy is that!

Anyway, I hope you really consider all the wise advice you are receiving from these great people at SR who have been in your shoes and have lived with A's and RA's. They were all a tremendous help to me and helped me see that I was NOT crazy trying to make a relationship work with a RA. I realized I was just human and head over heels "In Love" with a RA.

I truly hope your experience with your RA works out for you and doesn't end up like mine did. I just wanted to share with you my "RA" experience since your post really spoke to me as I was where you are right now and regret that I didn't heed the advice of the kind folks here at SR who responded to my post with their experiences.

Best of luck to you!