thank you all once again.

since ah has come home, i haven't slept a good nights sleep. he's thrown my shoes out in the ice and snow to be covered in 12 inches of snow (we had a huge snow storm here)

he's cut up my credit card, because i took 20 dollars to replace the shoes he ruined. he's passed out on the floor, talked to cats in the basement gazing at the ceiling like they were up there and they were his lover or something??? he's begged and tried to force sex. he's criticized and cut me down tremendously. he's switched personalities at the flip of a light switch. honestly, his vindictive, spiteful, resentful, nasty nature scares me. he is not emotionally stable.

umm, not good here folks.

thank you all for your encouragement and strength and kind words, it's touched me to the core and keeps me going!!!