It's in the refrigerator
 

And it's sitting there looking like cool, refreshing relief from everything.

Rather at my wit's end.

If it's alcohol please dump it out. It's not the solution, things will only get worse.

It's a mirage sleepie, you know this. Get rid of it if you must.

yea if you drink it you can add that to your list of problems tho and its like dont you have enough to contend with as it is?

not to mention you wont win. I know myself i always lost that game *sigh*

Sleepie I know your really down at the moment - don't do this

Sleepie,
It's agony, I get it. But I think it's better to get rid of it, if it's alcohol.
Thinking of you. I will go on a walk and think of you as I'm in a bad place myself.

It better be lemonade!

Why do you have it?

My thought, too.

:grouphug: (((sleepie))) :grouphug:

Good on you for posting.

Now dump it. It's all empty promises and lies, nothing else. Pour it down the drain. You deserve better!

I noticed you've logged on and off several times after posting this too Sleepie. There are a lot of people here who care very much about you, don't leave people hanging on a thread. You've worked way too hard to just throw it all away.

If I entertain the thought
and have it handy
I will probably do it.

If you know that it's poison for you
get rid of it.

MM

:(

It's not going to fix any of your underlying issues.
It may take you away for a bit, but those issues will be back as soon as you get sober, and you'll have more to deal with such as withdrawal symptoms (since you've mentioned you have kindling), cravings, and potentially a hangover. Read your old threads with how much you struggled to get sober. Do you want to go through that again?

And what if we never get another chance for we know that some don't.

Even after getting burned are we playing with fire yet again?

Mountainman

No thanks, I don't drink.......have enough to deal with without succumbing to a false god.

I haven't anything else to say.

Sleepie, please dump it and if you already drank some dump the rest and don't go get more.
You know that alcohol is not going to make things any better and that you will feel awful about yourself tomorrow. Drinking is like putting a band aid on an infected wound it might gives some temporary relief but the wound will fester even more underneath.

Many people here care for you girl :hug:

Dump it, sleepie my friend.

Alcohol only harms people like us.

Don't harm yourself; we care about you.

You wouldn't have come here today if that were true. Only you can make the choice to drink or not, and cutting yourself off from the sole support you have will not help.

S'OK, darling. You know I love you, right?

Sleepie please be kind to yourself. :hug:

Sleepie......I'm giving you a great big bear hug. Do the next right thing.

Sleepie, thinking of you.

Hi Sleepie,

Hope you are doing ok. If you have alcohol in he house please dump it. If you have already drank, dump what you have left.

No matter what you currently have goin in it is so much easier to deal with it sober.

Lots of people on here are ready to listen. Let us know how you are doing.

❤️ Delilah

FYI: you are an important part of the SR forum, sleepie. I always find your posts thoughtful and real. I know things are tough right now...

No matter what happened with whatever is in the fridge, please resume posting. We are all here for you, just as you have been for us.

:willy:willy:willy

Is all I got for now

I am beyond my wit's end.

I took 2 Benadryl just to be able to calm down. Now I am simply overeating.

I have no relief no release.

Thanks for posting, sleepie. I'm glad you didn't cave in and drink--things would go down hill very quickly if you did.

I'm worried about you Sleepie... Hang in there Honey...