In TROUBLE
 

Have not posted in a long time been managing my home time binge drinking (HAHA)
This crap is about to get me and i feel it coming.(scary) I drive a truck from east to west coast, usually gone 14 or more days at a time with no alcohol but when i get home for the 5 to 7 days im home i will drink 24 or more beersa day, i used to be a everyday drinker but here iam on mothers day too hungover to go see my mother God will this **** please stop............ I SUCK

Glad to see your back on SR. Hope you can at least call your mother - it'll make you and her feel somewhat better. Maybe later in the day you'll feel well enough to go see her??? Don't beat yourself up too, bad - it happens to all of us. As a matter of fact, today is day 1 for me AGAIN.

Ty nanita wish you the best ...Not much on the help mode right now sry .. day one is the place to start though..Make it year one ............

I did not get into trouble everytime I drank
but everytime I got into a mess
I had been drinking..:(

I do hope you find your way into sobriety...
do you have a plan?

keep coming back, pchild. blessings, k

Hi Problem

It's alway heartbreaking to read a post like yours. I hope you find what you need soon.

problemchild what are you doing to stay sober? I never in my 40 years of drinking have a problem quitting, staying stopped was the bear, I found that stopping drinking was only the beginning to staying sober, I finally found rooms full of people just like me with one major difference, they were staying sober and not only that they were happy being sober!!! I am now one of those folks, I found out that I am not alone just like you have, but I also found that I could find long term happy sobriety with these folks, they knew exactly how I was feeling and freely shared with me how they did it.