Today was okay, I guess.
 

I don't have any idea what to write, I tried to write a few things but I quicky gave up and deleted them.

I just don't want to do anything, I was going to workout today but it slipped out of my mind.

Let's just post some nonsense.

I woke up feeling pretty low, didn't care about my surroundings nor bothered to talk to anybody. Lots of daydreaming. Did a French test, came back home from college and straight to the laptop. I hate reality.

Hi Valentinus, how are you feeling today?

Neutral.
A lot better than before though.

Good to hear. It sounds like you figured something out that improved your perspective?

Kind of, as well as to be comfortable with not being OK all the time.

Hi Valentinus,

After my husband passed and someone asked how I was, I would usually answer OK.

Well, OK meant...
*I took a shower today.
*I ate at least something today.
*I managed to walk to the mailbox and collect the mail today.
*I'm alive, I'm still vertical, I'm still trudging along.

I finally managed, with the help of a grief counselor, to get to a point where I could answer "good".

Please don't hesitate to seek IRL support!! You deserve whatever effort it may take to feel good with your life :hug: