Well go ahead and cry Janni.
I am glad you are reaching out and expressing yourself here.
Sometimes it is just too much. Ask yourself this:
Am I doing good for me by staying in?
What is it that I fear by going out?
Am I just tired, fatigued?
Anyway just some thoughts. Your Dog will be just fine while you get through this, Janni. BTW, is that a pix of your dog in your avatar? I LOVE boxer's.
My sister has one and she's a hoot. She's 6 months old and a holy terror, but soooo very affectionate and loving.
They are great animals, aren't they?
I wish you a good evening and calming, quiet thoughts. Come back and post and just keep posting, it does help!
Prayers and Peace,
WS