Starr,
Hate that you are having a rough time of it - Letting Go of it and giving it to my HP has been tough. Sometimes I give it to my HP and then make sure that I have done my part - just a few suggestions - like denny said "try the temp agencies - it gets you exposed to several different types of businesses, then also in case you might be a little rusty on your typing skills - take an Al-Anon or some other recovery book and practice typing in a Microsoft word program just to get back in the swing of things - This is a double winner - it helps you read recovery and fine tunes your works skills -
Practice answering the phone with a professional tone in your voice instead of our normal - "Hey whatsup" voice -
It helps boost your confidence, self-esteem and gets you reading for those interviews.
Best Wishes for a better and brighter today,
Rita