Hello Musky--Just wanted to add my welcome. Glad you found us.
SR is a wonderful place for support and encouragment. However, I hope that when formulating your plan you also include some face to face support. I go to AA and if you have any questions about it please feel free to let me know. There are others here who have experience with the many other options for recovery. Be patient with yourself and try to take it one day at a time. You don't ever have to drink again....
Hand in there!