Welcome to the site. SR has been a very useful tool in my recovery over the last few years. I hope you will find it helpful as well. I was a hopeless drunk who got sober with the help of AA. I couldn't get sober on my own. I tried many times and failed miserably every time. I like you could put a few days together, followed by a huge binge leaving me shaking and wondering why? Why do I do this to myself and to my loved ones. There is a solution. Keep coming back.