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hey there chickaDEE;] I am a 37 yr old recovering one who tossed away 14 yrs sober to get a moments relief . I have been there way back then and it has taken me years to understand why I was tore to pieces over a mere boyfriend who needed to spend time with his folks ... I now know that he was the only attention I got and that needed attention was in jeporady ,anyway many years later I gave birth to quatro babinos
from quatro papinas and got clean and sober and have married a straight dude and after 7 yrs + have decided to drink and take a toke agin. What irony. look forward to anuther sober day God willing/ find peace from within it is there that the only true peace reigns. may God bless yoyu