Thank you EyesOpen
I just had to check and see if anyone answered before I went to bed, that alone has helped me feel better.
Hey, she's sober today and I'm jumping the gun to the 4 th of July
when I don't know tomorrow !
Your so right about remembering the bad events, its my negativity and not making a meeting in 4 days has an effect on me, I'm a 2 or three times a week kind of person or I'm back to square one (step 1) !
My daughter keeps trying and I'm so grateful, she was almost a fifth a day drinker, only 5 ft tall, and would drink to oblivion,I've been around alcohol all my life and never knew about that kind of drinking.
Most days I do fine and through all this I am happier in my life as a changed woman thanks to you my friends, my alanon f/f friends and my HP who has strengthened and taught me so much.
It's all about that unconditional love.
Hugs to you Eyes
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