Welcome to SR bizy, Congatulations on the 2 days sober...!
Im only 1 week today myself,but im sure other with more sober time than me will be along soon.!With a wealth of info n surpport.
Sounds like you've got alot on your plate. Sorry to hear things arn't going well.The road to recovery does'nt seem easy.
You have noticed that you have a problem with the drink. So take it from there. Speacking to your Dr, might be a starting point or an agencie that can surpport you at this time.
Wishing you all the best in your choice to stay sober.
