2many,
please watch for your safety and the kids. You really need to be away from him right now if he is so unpredictable. Please make sure you have changes of clothes and cash in a bag that you can grab real quick if need be. I pray for you and keep you and the kids in my heart. Write again soon
LOts of (((((( hugs ))))))))))
maryl
p.s I too cry to my grandma who has passed 5 years ago. They hear us and are with us at these great times of dispare.