I was married for 23 years. The last 10 the worst.
The last straw was when he went to prison for his DUI's and I lost everything.
In looking back I called it quits emotionally long before that point.
I became emotionally drained, I lost my self respect and just became a shell.
I felt the same way, as if I have given up, but by walking away I realized that all those years I had given up on me and who I was and what I believed in.
In walking away I brought myself back. I wasn't giving up on life, I deseved better and I was going to make a better life.
You know when it is time to go, some stay longer than others and no none can change that.
Give your self a chance to have peace in your life it is well worth it.