Feeling like I'm slipping
I feel like using again for some reason. The stress here at home makes me want to run to an old habit I broke 15 years ago. I'm feel it at the pit of my stomach and I can't help it. I can't control the urge. It's scary for me becasue of all of the treatment I went through and all of the coping skills I learned while I was i treatment. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to throw my guts up and I just cry and my palms get sweaty and I shake. I have to sit over the air vents to be able to breathe.
Worried in NC,
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