Thanks guys...
So she has now broken off all means of communication from me. I have made her so mad texting and emailing that she has changed both. I felt like if i could just get an answer as to why she cheated, or why she lied it would make it easier to handle. She says its part of the addiction, but it just dosent seem to be enough of a reason. I dont guess i will ever know, or at least have a reason that seems to make sense.
I see a psychiatrist on Wed. and a therapist on Thursday, so hopefully that will get the ball rolling in the right direction.
I know time will heal is true, but i dont feel it now. Someday...
Thanks again
Mel