i don't know how to do quotes yet, you're talking about giving you ah slack, well i sure do relate to that, i think that has a lot to do with me feeling used sometimes, cause i knew that he was confused and i tried to over look a lot of his junk cause i did not want to hurt him by leaving him. after everything, he still couldn't see that i kind of gave up me on purpose to be there for him and he treated me like it was a weakness when because of my love for god, i love him uncoditionally and he just could not see that. i still do i guess that why i am not bitter, i get angry sometimes but i do get over it.
then it came to the place where i could not allow his junk to make me insane like it has in the past.
your mom seem to have been a very wise person, if you don't mind me asking, how long has she been gone, my dad's been gone over 40 yrs and i still miss him. who knows, we met, so they may too and are together watching over us still,huh