Welcome, TINYT. Glad you're here!
I would suggest that you post this in our Naranon forum here. There you will find people who truly understand your situation because they've been there. You will find lots of good information, caring and support.
Otherwise, my best advice is to focus on you - YOUR recovery, what YOU want out of life and how best to take care of YOURSELF. In recovery I have learned that the real work done within ourselves.
Take care and good luck. Keep reaching out and posting. This is a fantastic community for support.
