I didnt realize I was gonna go thru such mood swings....guess the pot kept me low key and my emotions at bay. And ya know what? after I got a few things out of my system I felt better; I had a few immediate changes to make in my life and I was fighting them for days before I posted this first thread....
Feeling better now and I guess I am honestly not thinking about smoking as I did before. I am really getting the best tan I have had in years and making new friendships w/people in my neighborhood; and meetings....maybe even here huh?
Thanks for reading.....I am still working the steps and praying that God helps me and my family deal w/my recovery....
Lucky
