(((2many)))
You are going through so much right now, I will definitely be praying for you. I used to live in a town that only had AA and no NA, while I did have alcoholism-I related to NA because my DOC was narcotics. It still may help you to go, I like reading the AA Big Book, there's some really good stuff in it. I understand what you're saying about being around alcoholics because of all you've been through with your husband, but really I believe addiction is addiction, even though the identifying with people using your DOC is preferable on some levels. Do whatever you can not to let this disease take you down again!! You are too wonderful a person to have anymore trouble on your plate. Keep the faith and I will have you in my thoughts and prayers.
Many hugs and hope too,
Tammie