Well, Adam, Welcome!
And, you do sound like you're ready to begin a sober life. And, congratulations on your 2 days. You sound like you have a lot going for you Adam and you can turn your life around and create a secure future for yourself. And, being an active alcoholic is the most lonely place in the world. I had shut myself off from everything too.
There's lots of support and information here, so keep posting.