Hello and Welcome to SR!
And thanks for your kind words..we do strive to help each other. You are not alone Adam...and you can find sobriety.
It's particularly heart touching for me to see young members.
The years ahead of you can be utterly awesome!
Have you a plan? Seen a doctor for de toxification?
Here is a link for info on our experiences on quitting..
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...at-expect.html
Keep in touch with us...Blessings