Thanks janeeyre, Im glad Im back. One of the hospitals I went to I saw a beautiful young mother about 18 yrs old with AIDS she and her baby had to live in this filthy place b/c if you have AIDS you are not accepted in the population and she had nowhere to live. She did not look sick at all. She was absolutely beautiful and so was her baby who was about 2 months old. My first thought was the only difference between her and I was where and when we were born. That could just have easily been me. Why was it not me? I gained much gratitude and humility from this trip. I have many many stories I will take with me forever. I have written them all down so I will never forget not even one. Love to all Debs