Arura, I will indeed bear down. Luckly, I don't have past abuse issues to creap up, maybe some other lighter stuff. I WILL keep the course and recall the pain from last week. It seems that I forget how hard that was and tend to blow out of proportion what is going on today. I need to keep a keen perspective.. thank you
Carol, I looked at the site and WOW. I'm right in line with several of those emotions and feelings. Thank you for the link and information. It really helps me understand a bit better on what to expect and some insight how to possibly cope. Pat