Good to see you, Mandie. You sound really committed and I am proud of you for doing this deal again. And you know what? You never, ever, ever have to do it again. You don't need to use ever again - even if you want to. Man, what a relief that was for me to know. And there have been bad days and hard days, but I don't have to pick up. It does get better!
Keep posting your progress. We're here with help and support, k?
