When I first seperated from my AH, I thought I was going to die, hell I even wanted too...this place helped me thru some really ahrd moments, I cried like a baby, sometimes still do. I try to get out as much as possiable, even if it is just for a short walk. Call a good friend or go to a book store. Lots to do there. It takes time ALOT of time but it gets better, I can't really say it gets
easier, but I'm not there yet. I think I just learned how to make my days go bye with out him. Try not to sit & think to much that nearly distroyed me. Keep coming here. Post whatever you need to, to help you get thru ..We have all been there.((((((deettah))))))