Faulse Sense of Security
Yesterday I posted Day 8 & Feeling Great. Well it's Day 9 and and I'm running out of time (actually paitence). Work and home are VERY demanding and I have almost no tollerence for others shortcommings. Little hyprocritical huh! I'm very agitated today with a short fuse and am feeling that craving big time. Yesterday was so calming and I felt such satisifaction in being clear. Today, I feel anxious.
I'm not giving in, the physical withdrawl was very hard this time. But the mental struggle seems to be on the rise.