sheeeessshhh...........and all this time i thought it was TIME that ended my obsession with my ex and our relationship!!! guess what?? it was workin on ME!!!! and i am really, for once in my life, starting to ACCEPT the REAL me.
go back and read all your posts every day............it will help you see things you arent seeing. listen and apply much of what is said on here,and by your sponser and meetings.find a therapist.
you hold within you the power and control of your own destiny.no one else on this whole earth does,unless you let them.