Just got back from my NA meeting and I did talk about it there. I don't know if it really helped but I am NOT going to use. Yes I really want to I think, but I also know that this too will pass. In our literature it says in the NA book, "You can't save your face and your a$$ at the same time." So I am here to tell you that I am saving my a$$ right now. I am going to get through this without using. The cravings will go away, but if I pick up, I won't be able to stop.
Thank you all for your support. I am glad that you all are here. I didn't think that anyone would even check the thread, but I am glad that you did. I know that WE can do this deal, and let me say it one more time "WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP!!!" So with that said....I love you all
Love Vic
