Vic....you're not WEAK......no way....stop thinking that way ok.
I really hate when that rotten little voice inside of us talks to us that way....it wants us to feel that way.....WE all know that, so tell it to take a hike and leave you alone.
You've been working real hard at this AGAIN, don't give into it....please don't, it will be the same crap all over again.
Stop and take some deep breaths....and yesssss your HP is there for you, stop and really let Him in, gotta slow your thinking down.