Right now I am feeling really weak since I saw this person today. She is going to score on some dope. See it really isn't the dope that I miss it is the OMG I can not say things like that here. Anyway since I have seen her I have been struggling within me. I don't want to use or maybe that is a lie in itself, I DO WANT TO USE!!!! Why, well because if I use I won't have to be alone either. Is that a good enough reason NOPE but it is the one that always seems to take me back out. OK WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP...WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
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TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP
Vic
Help me God right now for I am really weak, don't let me use, don't let me be in self. Help me right now to get out of self and grant me this right now. Have mercy and grace towards me please, I don't want to go back to the hell that I was in a week ago. Please help others that are struggling now, help them to realize that this is truly the only way. Help us Lord...Thanks