I'm ok. I just had to put everything in perspective. It seems harder now because I just got the letter but I am trying to work out a plan to get my education back on track.
I am just glad that my bottom happened while I am still alive and not 6 feet under. I have been getting a lot of revalations of stuff over the past week. It is all really sinking in exactly what I have been doing to myself. When I was putting poison in my body, that wasn't loving myself. I was destroying myself and my life. I've been sober for a week now and I am finally seeing what I really want in my life...and that certainly does not include drugs and alcohol. They just don't have a place in my life. One day at a time, I can do this!
Glad to be sober and alive today!! It is a truly blessed thing!