Willpower, using in moderation, quitting-feeling good-reintroducing "just a little"-feeling bad, back and forth and up and down and around on the roller coaster. Oh, yes, it's Winelover! I thought I knew you, as I see me in there too. The games we play. That we don't have to play. Time to get off that ride, it's making us sick. C'est la vie. Beautiful!